untitled (atm)

the void that once was is no longer
its passed me by, it once consumed me
eager for every step I took
for so long, ive waited
not really knowing it was
lost, wandering
I still travel the road
but things are different
for once , ive got the compass
it is gold, shiny, powerful
treasure in my hand
hope in my heart of someday finding
that which my heart has longed so desperately for
i know it is somewhere
this steel cannot keep me from it
as cold as it has become
ill never stop believing
wanting
wishing
hoping
and seeking it.
i feel new, and im almost ready