devestated is a current understatement.

I'll make this short and sweet, #1 because I don't want to dwell, and #2 because its super late and I have a run to get to early in the morning.

Today while house hunting for the umpteenth time, we ironically got a phone call from our finance guy. The news was not so good.

Apparently this bank (same bank that holds our current mortgage) that said they would finance us with our VA status, says now they still will *consider* it but they've changed the rules on us, so much so that it will be nearly impossible to meet the demands, especially right now.

I would go into details, but does it really matter? The point is, it's officially over. Well, I should say BUYING another house is over. (i'm still moving come hell or high water).

It's so hard for me to even blog about this because I seriously cannot do anything but sit here and think of people being thankful this is happening....

Please spare me the *praise the lord* lines, seriously....oh and the *maybe you are meant to stay where you are* BS as well. I don't f'ing think so, and if YOU lived here in this tiny freaking house, You'd get it. But you don't......so there it is. LUCKY YOU.

I'm super super angry, at the whole situation. Honestly I'm to the point where I no longer give a crap what happens either. We are currently weighing options, several of which involve possibly handing this house right back to the stupid bank,...the same one that just jacked us around, and the same one who was willing to loan us $200K for a new house, but not $70K for an addition to stay here, and add a freaking bathroom/bedroom onto this house.

There are no words left at this point.